The Goodbye- Prof (we hate you for leaving us)

It was hellfire hot in the girl's bathroom yet we crowded and stayed just for the sake of making ourselves look presentable in his eyes. Wearing our P.E. uniform and clutching our heavy tote bags we hurried downstairs to be able to impress him with our EverReady punctuality.

Then, while happily waiting for his class to end, we received the worst news ever next to someone really close to us being dead.

"HE'S NOT OUR P.E. PROF ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"


Tears flow and moaning of regret flushed the gym. We were so disappointed. The new prof is funny, alive and entertaining more like a father figure to all of us but even though I'm the one seated in front I never understood anything that he said. I'm pissed holding our report in hand and silently crumpling and whining with mellow thoughts that our favorite prof is not ours anymore.


I personally hate him for agreeing to switch classes instead he could've stayed with us since we're already going well with each other. It felt like a breakup, no, worse than a breakup.

Anyways, after the grueling P.E. class we all went to SM Manila and wandered not knowing where to go. Then, five of us remained Me, Dian, Maricar,Paula and Doni. We decided to walk (YES, WALK) from SM Manila to Robinson's Place Ermita. It wasn't extremely far but I'm telling you it's not a single block away walk. Good thing though we are still wearing our comfy P.E. uniforms. We grabbed a karaoke room and took shots in the singingcapade for an hour.
I never liked karaokes, I'm scared of singing in front of other people yet I managed to gain a 98 score singing 'Helena' of My Chemical Romance (talk about being shy!).

Since Robinson's is so close to Baywalk, I suggested we hang out there next but only Dian stayed. As usual, girl bonding of whatever confidential details of anything related to boys and life. The weather is perfect so we took amusing pictures (mostly EMO poses but who cares) and without even noticing it, we went home late at around 8:30 in the evening.

So now, because of the tiring day I had yesterday, I finally managed to sleep like a normal being would do.

word of the day

proprioceptor

pro·pri·o·cep·tor [prpree ə séptər]

n

nerve ending: a sensory nerve ending in muscles, tendons, and joints that provides a sense of the body’s position by responding to stimuli from within the body

[Early 20th century. Coined from Latin proprius “your own” + receptor .]
-pro·pri·o·cep·tion, n
-pro·pri·o·cep·tive, adj

*Thanks to Nike Air...*

Cucumber+History+Physical Fitness= This post

^Voguezhlee girls from left: Colleen, Dian, Elaine, April, Paula and Me.


Even though I don't have classes today it seemed to me as if there is. My notes, scattered all over my binder needed to be re-written into individual portions of a normal notebook. In short, I have to re- write all the notes we had for the past week. Took me three hours before I neatly succeeded in the writing session of a lifetime.

word of the day

cucumber
n
1. plants plant with long green fruit: a climbing or trailing annual plant of the gourd family that is grown for its edible long green fruit.
Latin name: Cucumis sativus

Actually, I hate cucumbers, especially when you dip them in a large bowl of vinegar with whole black peppers.
Chris Benoit is dead. My dearest number one IDOL in WWE is dead. When he won the Royal Rumble, I hosted a party exclusive for my stuffed toys and imaginary friends. I so love Chris. Unfortunately, he was being accused of taking too much steroids and other medical transcriptions that caused his delusions killing his wife and child.


GAhh, we have this History homework that is so irrationally impossible to be done. I admit, and all of who can read this that History subject is sooo boring. Cmon, you must be a clown to love and enjoy the discussions that will take hours before being considered done.

While me and my fellow Voguezhlees have to make an impression to our P.E. prof tomorrow on our report. Even though our supposed to be "report making day" turned out to be a total girl bonding scenario, I hope he'll notice the enticing brains we have aside from us being noisy scandalous LOL girls.

My hands are tired and I'm sleepless tonight

Since it's been like a year after I posted I'm gonna do my best trying to recall past spontaneous and gory details of things I'll mostly ignore and kick. THE DAYS OF VOGUEZHLEE.

KAT - "profile : non existing elaborated cucumber"
ELAINE- "OOY!! bakla!!! BAKLA ka ba???!!!"
DIAN- "Ang meaning ng TBA sa pagkakaalam ko ay TANGHALANG BAYAN"
COLLEEN- "Insert famous statement here"
PAULA- "get it get it!!!"
APRIL- "Ayy! wag yan...sensitive akooh.."

Boring soc sci and History days had passed and I'm still alive, thank God to my friends who came out of nowhere in the TBA of PLM.

Our daily routine (TENTATIVE)
6:50 am- most of us are already in the classroom except for Elaine who always thought that she'll be late but instead she's always 10 minutes early.
7 am - First class, usually Soc Sci or Philo... *silent nerve wracking events usually happens during these subjects*
8:30 am- end of first class
"bakla ano na buhay ka pa ba?"
11:30 am- Lunch break - CR (takes almost 20 minutes), then goes to our favorite( NOT YET) restaurant (carinderia) behind Manila Bulletin.

"Ganda!!!! kain na kayo dito!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" ~shouts the waitress ultimately convincing us even though the food is more expensive than those in our own canteen.

Favorite day? THURSDAY.
*For the purpose of uniformed meaning I would spoon feed you with our intimate reason....THE PROF IS SO HOT, CUTE, SEXY., WEIRDLY HANDSOME AND...(insert other compliments that will make him cry here).

New found group hobby?
*Searching for cute boy's profiles in Friendster (especially those who came from Ateneo or La Salle...) Then patiently looking for our P.E. prof's profile.

Motto: "(still under construction)"
~nice motto!


To summarize things up even though my hands are so tired and it's bones seem to be dislocated already, I love these girls, and I'm looking forward to rolling within the walls of Intramuros with them again.

^__^

Now, I'm exhausted

I'm so busy that my whole week is booked already.

Yesterday, not a single professor showed up in our class. We just wasted five hours of our time in the classroom. But we all know that one day all the profs will come in and we'll beg for them to go out.

Last Monday, my bestfriend Joey already left the country. I will definitely miss her. I don't even know if I can handle things without her. She's the only person I can call up on the phone whenever I feel something bad and horribly needed to let it out. I will miss the days when we go out and drool over cute boys around us.

First day in College

OH MY GOD ~~~ all my life I never had a hottie prof...ever. And now, the privilege is all mine.
My physical activities prof is one heck of a hunk and I'm telling you, jaws drop whenever he passes by. The sight of him sitting in front of us in a hot congested gym makes me drool to fantasies that won't go away from me..

LOL, the day isn't really highlighted with that cute prof, here it is ...

I woke up at exactly four o'clock in the morning with raging and ranting thoughts mixed in my head. The PC looked to me as if screaming to go online, so I peeked in the cyberworld and chatted with some of my close co-forumers.

Not wasting a single minute I took a bath and .... (surely, I'm not a freak to tell you all about the details of my quest to preparing up for school).

I thought that in the mornings the roads are usually piled up with traffic but I was wrong. The smooth sailing jeepney arrived just in time in front of my university. It was a beautiful morning indeed, the golf course and the walls of Intramuros welcomed me with their cool breeze and ambiance. I went inside and the first person I saw was Alvin, a batch mate from my High School and beside him was Marvin, our batch's valedictorian. Simple Hi's and hello's then we met Judy, also one of my batch mate and an honor student.

It was exactly seven o'clock when I entered the classroom. I found a vacant seat and took it. Beside me was April, she came from Malabon and on my left side was Dyan (I haven't asked her the correct spelling of her name so as soon as I knew it I'll edit this), she's the Editor and Chief of their school's publication. Then at the back of April was the jolly Elaine who came from San Sebastian College and beside her were Maritoni, Faye and the bubbly Jamie. Those were my freshly made friends and I thank God for giving me a chance to get to be with these people and I'm praying that we'll be very good friends in the future.

So, that's the highlight I'm talking about. The new people that I met... and how I'm excited to bond with them more.

~_~

Last Day before the First Day

Ow, just a day before my well loved summer (irony) will officially be over. Here comes the moonlight calling for me to go to sleep.

NO...college? on Thursday? must be having a bad dream (*pinches cheeks*), well, it's really happening and I can't do anything about it. Uhh, goodbye summer...goodbye sleepless nights and goodbye cyberspace. My life will (ASAP) be back to the place where my head spins...

LOLno.

My new quest

Uhh, I just met Mikyel again... she said that my new quest wouldn't be too easy for me to do. I said to her that it's fine, I can handle it. Then she showed me her quests list and searched for mine.

Mikyel's quest really isn't that easy, I realized. She wanted me to be the best that I could be in college and find a new person that will make my cheer points up. I don't have an idea how I'm gonna do the said quest. I'm already tired of being alone and my cheer points are not increasing too. Now I know why Mikyel thought of this quest for me, she knows I need it and she knows that by being able to do this I can improve myself to be better.

>,<

A place of melodrama

This is the forum signature I made a while ago while I was wallowing. I dunno, I just had a sudden urge to make this picture and I think that it's so romantic. Seeing Arima and Miyazawa from my favorite anime/manga 'Kare Kano' being drawn to the beauty of the place is something that's so surreal. Thank God that even though I don't have Photoshop in my PC I still have a useful software that I can use.

A lie I kept inside

It's been such a long time since that day and I regret giving up on it just now. I just woke up one day and there it is, the mood of serenity and acceptance lingered selflessly.

I forced myself to be a different person each time a chance of a new love passes by. I ignore and fooled the hell out of me that I can handle things well. But in my trials I never really found that real happiness I seek. I'm still stocked nowhere in between the lines of heartache and defeat.

I'm happy now, I'm glad that I made it back to the real world where I can think for myself again and not what I know will satisfy me for a while. I'm going to be out there again with hope that I will finally meet the one just for me.

My buttered toast insomnia

For two consecutive weeks (err...maybe), my nights became my days and my days became well, sleeping time for me.

It's the cyberspace's fault so don't blame me for having some of the nastiest and weirdest bags ever seen by mankind. Besides, school's gonna start soon so better be off wasted as much as I want.

I don't even have an idea when classes are gonna start! I mean, seriously I should know by now but darn I don't. No matter what, I'll stay the student that everyone hates and loves and most of the times ridicule but whoever my new schoolmates may be, I'm gonna stand out there above the rest.

I shouldn't worry or fuss anymore since the more I think about university life, it makes me wanna feel anxious and adventurous. I'm gonna make my college life my playground, and I'm gonna enjoy every bit of second I'm gonna spend with it.

Standing on top of a water tank my nerves are pretty calm hanging out ten floors above the ground!!

Inspired by mayniladailyphoto...(thanks to pusa) see her blog

This photo is taken on top of a condominium building in Tondo, overlooking Tondo Church and Holy Child Catholic School (my alma mater).

10:12 AM 6/6/2007

Less than a week and time for me to enter a new dimension called college. I'm still on my insomniac days though so I think I'll find it pretty hard to adjust my body clock.

I'm feeling awkwardly unamused by the fact that I'm finally going to college. I mean, I want to but I don't know what to look forward to. I have no idea what to expect. Nothing seems to motivate me at all.

Seeing myself be drawn to insane studiousness everyday is a sight that really scares me to death. I'm not that kind of student, and I don't quite know if I can really make myself be that way. Aside from the fact that only studying should be my habit I also have some expectations from people to meet. Failure should never be on my dictionary again.

For two weeks now I smolder myself to complete laziness each day cause I know I couldn't do it anymore once school starts. I don't even know when the school actually begins! Literally I'm clueless about college. All I know is that I have myself to handle and I should do my best doing my act.

In my intuitions I know things will get a little rough in the beginning and that each day (especially Monday) will be so stressful. In that note, it only means one thing---NO ONE SHOULD COME ON MY WAY.

This is the launch of my debut album on being independent and consistent with my plans. I have so many things on my mind right now and I can't think of any way to get rid of it. Maybe when I get addicted to studying algebra that would do the trick.

My head is spinning already way before I even start to enter the big world. It's not High School anymore where I can eat anytime that I wanted inside the classroom and do anything that would please me. It's gonna be hard and I'm hoping to God he gives me all the grace to survive. Alone.

I'm a loner anyway so I think that I could handle it so I know I'll be just fine on that part. But I always dreamed of ---being with someone special at school where both of us will be together all the time. I don't even know where the hell that idea came from but that's what I've been thinking.

It wouldn't matter anyway, I still have myself to fix first before that.



And that said, I have to know the date when the classes starts first.

^_~